So I was thinking about some stuff right.........15th May 2007

the spirit or higher self or pop corn man (what ever you would like to call it) arrives when the body is capable of doing stuff. The spirit is in an endless amount of places at the same time, and it leaves when we are asleep. When you dream, your dreaming with your brain, it's confused and basically uses all its data that has been collected to formulate dreams, it's like a computer virus, but kind of cool.

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Then again, it might hang around, and allow dreams to be half biological and half vented, in some ways, allowing our imagination to stem fourth in adult life, rather then just in child hood. This is similar to what happens when one is intoxicated. The spirit might be trying to hold on, and might be there helping to create intentions, but its not able to impact greatly enough, or with preciseness. So when all the great music was created, it was probably created by a secondary spirit, the spirit's intentions and imaginative nature was saved in parts of our brain, but only through intoxication and drugs was it released. Naturally you can release it without intoxication, you just have to stop being all adult like and conservative. I love that concept, my brain told me that one. (note to self, I only write some stuff when i'm healthy and my body is working at a sufficient level for spiritual venting, sorry, or pop corn man venting).

Back to the early days, you probably have your sprit entering at points during the first 3 years, testing the field, the subject, if it's all good. Is the young one in an environment that allows for the spirit to start work on time? If so, it stays for awhile. When you pass away, it might have passed away before or instantly. I like the idea of the body having to rest for awhile so that the spirit can leave the body, like a lot of religions say, but then i think that's a human safety concept, our biological selves made that one up, we don't want all those instant deaths of the body depleting to dust, and not allowing the spirit to pass on, to impact to much, that would really not be good.

Our brain is storing all the times our spirit is connected. For some its only during early child hood, for others its on going, and some, are probably tormented by it all together, and are regarding as ill. Taking note of this can help the conditions of human life and society not to take over. Listen to your kids, they are closer to the truth then most of us, they just don't know it, and we don't believe it. Wake Up..........................................

Let's see, what to bother talking about ..................20th May 2007

Recorded some really great sounding fire worx from my apartment last night, they turned out great and straight away i knew that those sounds would help to create the next song you will be hearing from me. I'll start it later today, hang on, i'll start it now, actually, I need some coffee first, oh and some of those chocolate croissants, yum.........................

Some thoughts for the album ...........................22nd May 2007

Saw Secret Chiefs 3 last night, ohhhh yeah, loved it. Anyway, i've been working out the theory for my first new track, and it's going to have lyrics that involve the idea of earth being one of plentiful playgrounds we all get beamed down to, and how this world is the one with large contrasts, the one with the most beautiful but also life disconnecting events. It shall be a guitar track with vocals, accordion and fireworks / white noise / synth drums programming involved. Might get a version of it up onto myspace before the month is over.

Some thoughts ............... 6th June 2007

Funny how being sporty kid, and making sure you body is fit and trim, growing muscle etc, you can become really involved with just your human biological self. It's a little bit like tunnel vision. Interesting to try out though, just making sure I don't get lost in it all, sort of starting already to look forward to the next look and change. I'm seeing dark clothes, stylish, winter colors, fresh smells, wet skin, wonder what that means...

I cleaned a very good friend's kitchen .......................... 16th June 2007

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Some thoughts ........................ 20th June 2007

Since I cleaned the kitchen on the 16th i've been seeing that I am attempting to clean my schedule as well, in that I want some order to my day for a change and want to know when I need to be in my business mind space, and when I can turn that side of me off. Funny enough, I notice that when i'm not busy, in society, getting pushed to make things happen and on time, my artistic side does suffer a bit. I bum out, get really sleepy and want to hibernate. I can get lazy and it's usually when I feel my stomach cramps coming on. I'm programmed to be busy, and busy doesn't mean that your over worked, it just means that your using your brain, and therefore allowing the extra juices to maintain a stronger signal to your higher self. Your body is happy about this and therefore doesn't usually remind you when your over doing it, until it's to late. Our brain is our human modem to the higher level, and if we don't use our brain or stimulate it's workings, then we seize to exist. The link is broken, the brain looses its mind and we become lemmings again. Being busy is one way to do this, naturally anything that activates our brain can do this, such as the reverse of being busy, and that being meditation. I've just realized that this time, when i start to work less in society, i'm going to do more mediation, to help keep things charging. This should push through the quieter times and allow the creative juices to keep on moving. This should then allow more art to be created, till a time comes in my life when i'm detached from society completely, creating my art for large periods at a time, without loosing that connective juice that fuels the connection. Thank fucking god I decided to write something today.

20th August 2007

I've been attempting to effect my dreams and have been waking up earlier for a change. It's really changing my character during the day hours, I feel like i'm watching myself on tv, rather then being to tied down to my emotion driven human side. I act more on instinct then on emotion. It's really good for my tummy. The right side of my brain is more in motion this month, giddy up.................................................

28th August 2007

Well the sporty period is up, and thank apples it is, I was beginning to get bored. All these white clothes, clean cut hair, hardly any facial hair, man, how did i go through that, anyway, seemed like a i didn't write any tracks in that period, I did allot of work for others, but not for poor little tidy kid, ahh well, the anticipation to get back into it is kneeing at my groin, It will be in existence again soon. The highlight was cleaning a friends kitchen, that depicted the period quite well, I also got lots of other stuff out of it, but there is no point to write it here as I'm already somewhere else, peace.........................toot...............