Scary Black & Gray Period (September1st 2007 to March 29th 2008)

So once i get an idea of what my look actually is going to be I'll put some updated photo's up, i can see it in my head, but i've got to grow my beard back and change my hair colour etc, and spend some cash on new clothes, the type of clothes I've never spent money on. So why blacks and gray's? Well i'm trying to once again do something different, for myself. I've been going through a period of ideas without practice. I need to feel effected by how i look to wake my body up just that bit more, so that the mood for composition arouses me some more. The Album ambition is in my head & on its way, I have no idea what it will really sound like, but boy oh boy, oh boy, I'm really going to enjoy this one ...........................................................................

8th/9th/2007

Today I cleaned my apartment, moved my recording equipment in the opposite direction, set fire to a plant that didn't look happy anymore, wrote some new project conditioning rules whilst meditating to the sounds of the consuming traffic below. I had glimpses of former glory and it was very well received. I felt young instantly and thought of nothing but creative anticipation. Let's see how it all goes hey, oh and a bee flu in, i nearly killed it, until i remembered that i don't like to kill any form of living creature, so he lives in the old flower pot now, all burnt and beaming of new life, in the rich soils, desperate to find his formal papers disputing that I burnt his house down. Sorry little one, would you like a cuddle?.................................................................